The Ghost On The N Judah

I don't know the exact timing of this story in correlation to when I "woke up" from my surgery with my esoteric gifts but it was sometime after.

One morning commute,

I was riding the N Judah in San Francisco to work. It's a long ride from the inner sunset to downtown and I sat on the isle in a two seat where was a woman already next to the window with with an enormous amount of bags by her feet. I wasn't in the chatting mood this particular day but she introduced herself as Nevaeh and just flat out told me her life story: she was an entrepreneur looking to start a women's' empowerment website and that she had kids that she wanted to make a legacy for and I forget the rest because of what happened next. The N Judah made its last above ground stop just outside the Castro then went underground. It went completely dark in the car we were in which I didn't remember ever happening before. There's always some kind of light in or outside of the train. When we came to our first full stop which I believe was Market Street downtown, Nehvaeh was gone. Poof. Vanished. She would have had to said excuse me with all of her bags and I would have had to moved my whole body for her to have exited the train. Even before the stop so that she could be prepared with her wares. None of that happened. I got on the train at 9th and she was already there. We went through several above ground stops together, her talking the whole way. My heart raced. I had two more stops before mine. Was I hallucinating? Where did she go? Was she real? I hadn't drank the night before, so I was definitely not hungover, just my usual mostly depressed trying to figure out my next right moves frame of mind. Later that day, I realized the name Nevaeh was a pallindrome: Heaven. Was I greeted by a spectral entity that didn't know she had passed on and was stuck in her own loop because of unfinished earthly business and her children? Was there a deeper soul meaning in what she told me about being ambitious directed just to me?

To this day, I can't help but wonder if it was a bit of both. If any of my SF peeps are reading this and have had run ins with other worldly beings on the train or otherwise, I'd love to know. Email me Michelle@VenusRisinginc.com Thanks for the quick read & stay grateful and hydrated friends. Need some guidance? Did you know that I do E-Tarot readings? I've been getting really great & juicy feedback from them the last few weeks and if you don't know now you do. I'm so excited to here with you, in this moment. Doing all the things. Blessed Solstice XO M